I have too much and nothing to do.
I have been grasping at straws,
looking for answers on why,
all of a sudden, so much news? 
News that’s left me with air,
space, and endless ways to choose next.
Only that, I have exhausted, 
everything, on what no longer exists,
I am so tired.

I feel pushed, restless, and like I’m brinking onto something -
and how do I keep from flailing?
please, I’m wondering. 
Curl up into an untroubled ball
and feel everything at once?
rest up and release? 
To end up fixing nothing,
when everyone wants something.