And so you wanna ride fast 
forget all of your past 
Continue into a mystic of 
coloured dots 
or spots.
I felt that once
when walking a runway
I had an outer body notion,
where I felt absolute
sweet bloody nothing.

It’s not something 
that I look back at and smile.
But I don’t hate it either
as what I know 
is my black hair reflected 
all dark surroundings.
The unknown is scary,
and so are your feelings.
But please go slow -
your head doesn’t know
It’s supposed to be high
so don’t be surprised
when you stay so low.