twenty and a half way to thirty

Stale and poise
let me hear the jump.
Not alone in the cosy
easy door delivery.
Do you know what kind
of person i am now
I’m not 13 anymore
Or twenty three.
I am slowing down
but my ambitions keep me afraid
When do I realise
my surroundings become me
I’ll look back at who I am now
not remember my chasing times
only my feeling alive.