Motorcycle boy

Am I in good or wrong time?
I know your heart’s in the right place,
but your tendencies are remaining the same.
I don’t know the feeling
of being wanted
By you and your own troubles,
I feel so little
when you don’t know what to say;
I’m finding it hard
to feel lovable.
When you become lost for words
or have had enough with your day
you lose the will to speak
and make sure I’m ok.
And while you’re out doing that,
I’m becoming more dismayed
By your avoidance
Your dismiss
I become lost
Out of place, on your lips
I wanted reassurance.
I want to shake you
Re-endure your know
of me in your presence
to remember I’m the only one
you want to be with.
It comes to the time of month
The feeling travels through my tongue;
I go back on our messages
hoping you’re looking amongst.
I know you need to figure out
when and where you’re going to be
But I know I don’t want to be with anyone else
So why can’t you
try be with me?
I’m done being the one to fight
You seem to have given up too.
I wish you had it in you
Because I’d love you just like I know
You deserve to be.