im not sure how to explain it.
am in my room, drinking wine,
cornered off by pillows and blankets.
reaching for my glass of pinot,
rerunning my favourite show,
salted treats to my left.
and it's just when i turn,
to empty my bladder full of pee,
i see the numbing, flood right through me.
i forget how early it is,
how lonesome it is,
to be lying in bed
on a wednesday evening
drinking wine and
watching sex and the city.