What are you most worried about for the future?

My head has become rinsed on the uncertainty of tomorrow, the next day, and of course, what comes after that. My sleep is bothered so much by demons that have no right in taking up so much space.

I have, as of now, life to look forward to. Brilliant, isn’t it? No set plan, just moving in a front facing direction. But why do I keep looking for a lead to the way?

I’m not trusting my own journey, only constantly questioning my ability of getting there. Then, I keep reminding myself, it will come.

It’s easy to forget my reminders on how life pans out, regardless of how strong my mindset at times is. But, dare I remind, this is going to continue.

Everyday, I will find my head fluctuating through these motions of notions and what not to fixate on. My being of self sabotage and self destruct constantly coming my way is just what my life is. I think too much.

I think too much to the point I don’t think I have any interesting thoughts to share, only pure chaos wearing in my brain.

I forget to put my thoughts to efficient use, another reminder for my daily schedule the night before. Only when I wake up in the morning, I forget again. Rewind and repeat.

All this time thinking and not enough doing. I am my own worst enemy, and if I keep getting in my own way, I’ll forever be stuck on doubting my worth and my abilities.

I worry that I’ll think too much about my future, so find me less thoughts and the return in energy to live it.